Am feeling very happy and annoyed at the same time.
Happy because Ms K was soooo nice to help self in a class am having difficulties in. She tutored self for over an hour for an essay assignment for another class even though am not her student. Am more much confident to tackle the essay now, with all her pointers and help. She’s just angelic!
Annoyed because two classmates in that class did not come for this tutorial because god-knows-why. Hello, personally self think you need more help in this than self and yet you take such an uncommitted attitude towards a one-hour tutorial that would help you massively in your essays. She willingly gave up one hour of her time to help us with our essays, is it so hard for you guys to do the same for your own selves? If self got so much out of that one-hour tutorial, imagine how much more you could have gotten. Either you have a terrifically nonchalant attitude towards your studies, or you have highly misguided priorities, or you are awesomely delusional about your analytical abilities in that class.
Don’t bloody expect self to help you in your essays.
p.s. Note: buy thank-you card for Ms K.
p.p.s Hmmph. One some more innocently asked for notes. Sometimes these people are so insensitive, thinking self don’t mind just because self don’t reveal am holding a grudge against them. How do you feel if you went to a tutorial alone with a lecturer? It’s damn awkward, okay? As nice as Ms K is, her effort would really be more worthwhile if she could have taught three people instead of one, wouldn’t it? Some more can say want to ask Ms K after the holidays for another tutorial session! Some people really can be so thoughtlessly DUMB. You think she so free to repeat whatever she taught today ah? She is not your lecturer for the class, okay. Your own bloody fault la you think that the other class assignment is more important than this, but in the end you did way TOO MUCH for it, which self doubt would earn you extra marks for all your fancy efforts.
p.p.p.s Self realise am sounding like am in need of anger management courses, but please keep in mind that this is a punching bag post, hence all anger is truly released here, and therefore can look at people who self bitched with a sincere smile the next day because all exasperation and hurt feelings are disposed of here.