You Should Be a Film Writer
Of course! How could self not thought of it before? It combines self’s affinity for the idiot box and self’s wild imagination as result of said affinity. (If you don’t get the impression she’s imaginative, well, that’s because you’re not inside her head. And trust her for your sanity you wouldn’t want to know what’s in her head when the imaginary gears get cranking.)
Currently am in own emotional drama. It must be karma, this blogging block am having now. So perhaps told of what have done wrong confessional-style, it might unclog whatever blogging inspirations have inside swirling mind.
– was supposed to help friend in her application for a tv show
– practically promised her to, for was going on and on about how would support her if she wants to join any contest or competition the next time
– in the end, chickened out because it involves financial commitment on top of self’s participation as her partner in audition for tv show
– initally thought financial commitment would be bearable, but as deadline approaches realise that it is too much money to take from study loan for something that is not guaranteed to happen in the first place
– so told her a cock-and-bull story to get out of it
– the worst part is that her previous potential partner did not want to do it for the same reason of financial commitment
– she was saying how she didn’t mind that that guy didn’t want to join because of the money, but she had wished he would come right out and say it to her that was the reason
– and felt like could not do the same thing because it would just disappoint her terribly, so perhaps an excuse of unforeseen circumstances makes it as if it couldn’t be helped despite her friend’s spurious kind intentions
– so in the end am a lousy lousy friend and a big fat liar
If you’re thinking of suggesting to come clean with her, that’s a fantastic idea… 10 years from now.