This is the last week of my final semester. I feel so drained emotionally, not just because tomorrow will be the last official day of my semester of my college education, the last day of what I have been going through for the past three years, and the implications of it, but also because of the personal problems I’ve previously mentioned.
I’ve decided to do something about my life. I don’t want to do it, I’m terrified of doing it, because I’ve become so accustomed to the life I have now… but I have to grow up. I need to grow up, even if it means leaving people behind and struggling through life on my own.
It will be hard. I will cry out of longing, I will cry because I fear I can’t cope on my own. But I will have my friends, who will help me through what I expect to be some of the most difficult times in my life. And I will emerge a stronger and more independent person.
I have been through tough times like this. I know I can do it. It’s not like I’m going to die or anything.
I will tell you what I’m talking about tomorrow…