I don’t know why I feel so antsy and like I’m still stuck in a blogging rut. It’s kinda stupid to fret over my blog when it should be something I enjoy doing. Which I do, I do enjoy blogging, I don’t believe I ever found anything more fulfilling than reading but there you go, I’ve discovered that doing the opposite of reading is so incredibly rewarding, simply because you aren’t just connecting with your inner self but also connecting with people anywhere, any kind when writing by blog.
See, that’s the thing. I’m so passionate about bloggerdygook that it frustrates me when the wheels in the blogging part of my brain aren’t turning as smoothly as I’d like them to be. When I’m passionate about something, I get very excited about it. When I get excited about something, I want to do my absolute best for it. When I want to do my absolute best in something, I create something that I am wholly proud of. When I create something that I am wholly proud of… I brought out the best in me.
(Off-tangent: can you imagine how I will be like when my object of passion is not something but someone?? Yeah, I am rather extreme like that… it’s all or nothing for me.)
That’s me. When I’m really into something, I have this inner drive that makes me go all the way. Nothing but the highest standards. That’s not to say mistakes aren’t allowed, but at the end, the quality of the product has to be unquestionably mine – that is, it won’t be the best, but it will be to my personal standards.
So it’s kinda annoying that I want to get into fifth gear of the blogging car, but it’s stuttering at first. Even more annoying is that I’m annoyed by it!
Please excuse this whiny rant, I have to let it out because then I know I can move on and actually write the stuff I’ve been meaning to write. It’s a cycle – get blogging block, moan about it, and my inspiration starts to flow again… so venting is the lubricant to my blogging wheels? Haha.
Just so you won’t get too irritated by this post, let me entice you with future plans coming up for bloggerdygook:
1. The Fantasy post (let your imagination run wild on this one 😉 )
2. The Project Juan and I are supposed to do (which will be delayed indefinitely as he is crazy busy at the moment – I’ve done the content, though, so this is definitely happening, hopefully before I leave for summer course)
3. The Feedback post
4. The next blogging project (which will take place before, during and after summer course)
5. Should I make this my another blogging project? You decide, haha.
Okay, sulz should be back, feistier and zanier than ever by the next post… cross fingers!