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Sigh… my trip to Bangkok is not happening. Not after news like this. 😦 I actually cried when it sank in that I’m not going to Bangkok after setting my heart on it. But I think I’m having PMS, so…

Angel & I are considering… visiting Lovelyloey!


I think I’ve taken this test before in a different website. Oh yeah, I did. Anyway, took it again for fun because am stressed about vacation plans being ruined by red armies, pah…

Name: sulz
Date: 4/13/2009
Colorgenics Number: 73120546

Is it that you are working – or even playing – too hard? [YES.] Because it would seem that you are experiencing a great deal of pent-up emotion at this time which could possibly take effect and lead to irrational behaviour.

You are very self-sufficient and methodical. [NO.] You presume to know where you are going but need to find a person who will recognise the way you are, not be too demanding and who is, as they say in Italy, ‘Simpatico’. [YES.]

Many people will consider you egotistical and full of your own self importance. [Oh dear.] On the surface you could well give this impression and perhaps the reason for this complacent attitude is because at times you indeed have that ‘short fuse’ and are quick to take offence. [YES.]

You are pretending that the situation around you doesn’t matter, but the effort of trying to conceal your emotions and anxieties is resulting in untold stress. The existing situation is disagreeable. You feel unwanted and lonely and you would really like to associate with someone whose ideals are as high as your own. You want to be above the standard of mediocrity and this need to be needed and that need to need has almost become an obsession. You are trying to magnify the need into a compelling urge. You would really like to tell the world how great you are but no, you are holding back because you feel that your peers may treat you with contempt. This is a great pity because you have in fact a unique quality of character, but the continual restraint that you impose on yourself makes you suppress this need for others and you pretend you don’t really care. You treat those who criticise you with contempt. However, to be honest, beneath this assumption of indifference you really long for the approval and esteem of others. [Sigh, yes.]

The need for admiration and to be regarded as ‘someone special’ is perhaps one of the foremost aims in your life at this time. You would like to perhaps do something outrageous or anything that will give you the chance to be recognised as someone special. [My wanting to dye my hair blue explained?] This desire has now almost become an obsession and in your own way you are trying to fulfil this ‘complex’ by ensuring you are the centre of attention, both at work or play, or in the home. Stop trying so hard and you will find that people will like you for who you are – not for who you are pretending to be.


… but playing in the rain can be fun, with the right company. πŸ™‚

Comments on: "It’s Gonna Rain at My Parade…" (17)

  1. thebeadden said:

    Oh Sulz, I had been reading the headlines and thinking about you. I wanted to come and say maybe you had better hold off but decided to keep my yap shut. I am so sorry that you won’t be going, but I think it is a good idea that you don’t. There is always a chance you might be able to go again another time.

    But the you get to visit lovelyoey! Maybe this will be even better!

    Wow! That colour test is deep! I did it to and will post the results later tonight. I almost don’t want to. Geez, it’s almost creepy!

    I really am sorry about your trip, but when I read you were not going, I really did say “Thank Goodness!” 😦

    sulz: i’m still hoping that the whole thing would quickly blow over by next week! of course i could go again some other time but i’ve been looking forward to it so much… i haven’t properly shopped or went out for about two months just for this! oh well, what was it, that saying about the best-laid plans?

    i want to see what it said about you! i think it’s quite impressive that the mere act of choosing colours can tell our state of mind… or maybe it is just cleverly written?

  2. thebeadden said:

    lovelyloey, sorry for typo.

  3. lovelyloey said:

    The only time Singaporeans don red shirts is … National Day. HAHAHA.
    let me know when you all come. I’ll be leaving on 17th May k.
    This is so exciting!!!

    sulz: haha, nothing’s confirmed yet… if i do come, though, i’ll be going over next week! prepare your chocolate goodies then, muahaha. πŸ˜€

    • lovelyloey said:

      Ok! Heh heh heh.
      If you’re really coming I’ll email you my mobile number. πŸ˜€

      sulz: hehe you’ll be the first to know once we confirm… i’m still stupidly hoping things will get better in bangkok soon honestly!

      and yes i’d need your number, i didn’t keep the one you gave in macau. πŸ˜› or was that a hong kong prepaid number?

      • lovelyloey said:

        Yeah that was a HK prepaid number, heh.

        Where are you thinking of staying, maybe give me a budget I try to hook you all up with something decent? If you all reach the airport at an earthly hour I can go pick you all up and eh, take public transport, HAHA.

        sulz: i think i still have the number cos i still kept the e-mails! πŸ˜† if we’re confirmed going, the cheaper the better, haha! you cannot pass driving test by next week ah?? :mrgreen:

  4. I had no idea this was happening in Thailand! Oh my! I’m glad you didn’t go over there right before the problems started to get worse or you’d be kind of caught?

    I’m sorry you didn’t get to do that now, but… Singapore sounds great!


    sulz: yeah i suppose i should be glad it didn’t happen when i’m supposed to be in bangkok! yes, despite the pricy exchange rate, if i’m going to singapore i think i’ll have a great time… it’s very tourist friendly, i heard! πŸ™‚

    what, i took pictures in macau what! well, hardly any of me but still!

  5. Oh!! thats bad news. Maybe u can go later!!

    sulz: by hook or crook i will go to bangkok! some day. *sniff*

  6. Oh…. so sorry!

    But you should very much do Singapore. Will be fun, and you can find new things to do, in case you have been there before.

    Isn’t there a disney world there?

    sulz: yup, it’s the next best thing at the moment. i was hoping to save singapore for christmas season as i’ve seen pictures of the decor during then and they were beautiful. nope, haven’t been before! and lovelyloey has answered your question, heh. πŸ™‚

  7. hey.. sorry about the trip. but agree with crazyasuka that you were not caught in the middle. there will be other times πŸ™‚

    hey these colour balls are something. i tried and it is so true i can’t even post them. πŸ˜‰

    sulz: i know, but… 😦 i’m kinda like a little kid who had an ice cream snatched away! oh no you must now, you can’t take a quiz and not post your results! πŸ˜›

  8. now that was surely random… πŸ˜›

    sulz: what is? i’m a bit lost, sorry!

  9. Really sorry about your trip loss. But better safe than sorry and I am sure all all your friends and family will rest easier knowing you chose safety. πŸ˜‰ Besides you can always reschedule at a safer time.

    sulz: i’m hoping the situation there will get better quickly! but otherwise i’ve got a good backup plan already – singapore’s a good, albeit more expensive, alternative.

  10. […] over at Bloggerdygook posted the results of a colour test she did. And I thought it was pretty candid. I did the test and […]

  11. I am late, because of Internet issues, but I did read this, and I am sorry you won’t go to Thailand this time; I know how much you were looking forward to it. It’s such a shame about the riots there. I hope people will calm down soon, and get their needs met.
    Still, from pictures I’ve seen, Singapore is beautiful. It will still be a different place; a different culture. And lovelyloey is awesome! πŸ˜€

    sulz: i was really bummed about it too, but now the protesters have been dealt with and it’s pretty safe to go there now… unless the situation takes a turn for the worse!

    yeah, i was really excited at the thought of singapore too… gah, too bad i’m not rich enough to do both now! and i so agree! πŸ˜€

  12. Maybe there is something better in store for you if you visit later. Prince Charming maybe? πŸ™‚

    sulz: if that’s the case, he better come quick now ‘cos my trip is back on again! the situation in thailand has improved… unless it worsens later on, which i desperately hope not! *touch wood*

  13. Sorry for the late comment.

    Oh, how confusing! And how frustrating it must be. I had no idea about this situation in Thailand! Do you know where you’re going yet?

    sulz: i rather you comment late than not at all! πŸ™‚ hehe, i guess you know the answer to that in the next post now. πŸ˜‰

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