When I woke up this morning, I realised that I’m supposed to be back from my self-imposed blogging break.
I do not feel any different from the break. My brain still feels as vacuous and uninspired as before. I still feel like I don’t have enough time to do the things I really want. I still like my job, but yet I feel a certain weariness.
I did not plan to blog today. I wanted the desire to come naturally and when it does, will I then pen my thoughts here.
I’m at work now, trying to write something. For some reason, it came to me: leaving the blog didn’t improve my life. Yes, I do have a little bit more time to do other things I enjoy doing, like going on Facebook and reading. But by doing so, I’m just isolating myself.
For the whole month I left the blog, I didn’t have an outlet for me to talk about things that are really on my mind. Trivial things, urgent stuff, emotional matters… they never left my mind.
And so, just like that, I’m back.
I missed you.