literally. work has finished and now i’m waiting for my overtime shift to kick in. i’m feeling much better after my outburst in the previous post. chatting with a colleague from another department. listening to music on youtube. watched the green hornet this morning. after going to bed at 3am. then back to work at 4pm after lunch after the movie. i’ll finish work at 2am and then it’s my day off. hoping to finish the richard branson autobiography i’ve been reading. maybe borrow more dvds from the rental shop later. and an old friend is supposed to come visiting for chinese new year. oh i’m supposed to renew my driving licence soon. and i’ve been meaning to clear out my former computer table for months, gah. yes, i suppose this is just me spewing whatever’s in my head at the moment cos i really have nothing better to do!
okay, let’s try to salvage this post so you wouldn’t have wasted the time reading this drivel. hmm… i’m going on a day trip to genting highlands in two weeks’ time, i’m quite looking forward to that. my last trip there was six years ago so i want to visit the theme parks and sit on all the good rides and eat ice cream even though i’ll be really cold up there.
erm… before my trip to penang, something happened that i’m quite ashamed of. i’m not going to tell the story today (i’m sort of hoping when i read back this entry in the future i would forget what i’m talking about now but perhaps i shouldn’t forget) but i want to jot down how i feel on that fateful night. i was pretty scared, of course, thinking of the consequences. i thought there was no way out until one was offered. it was something i’ve heard of but it never occurred to me that i would be one of the people who would do it. i mean, you hear people doing all sorts of crazy stuff – immoral or illegal or incomprehensible – and i thought i was above this because i wouldn’t land myself in such a situation. but somehow i did and i discovered that night i’m no better than those people. nowadays, i’m paranoid it would happen again and i get that uneasy feeling at that time of night.
okay now i’ve probably got you irritated because you’re curious to know what happened that night. and all because i have nothing better to do! 😛