1. more money
2. to fit uk10 clothes
3. to be able to actually talk to someone who actually cares about me and whom i actually care about
4. to be brave enough to face my fears
5. to feel good about myself again
but see, i don’t deserve to get what i want. it’s easy to whine about what’s lacking in my life, but if i’m not going to do anything to change that, then it sure as hell ain’t gonna happen.
what’s the point of this post? i’m not sure.
you’re free to lecture me, but don’t expect a response. because if scolding myself doesn’t work, what makes you think your words will have any impact?